Codependency

I used to be so okay
Independent
Didn't feel like I needed anyone
I then I moved back home with my dad
And I got ruined
Again
I can't seem to find my independence again
And it has crippled me
No I don't need you
But why can't I stand on my own again?
Why can't I be okay with myself again?
What the fuck happened?
I've never felt this before
And it's destroying me
I must get out of this.
As long as I am here
I am only learning codependency.