Trapped

How is it that I still feel trapped,

After all this time?

Is this what men do?

Trap you?

Don't meet your needs,

But then just still keep you 

Trapped?

What in the fuck is that bullshit?

Just let us go. 

You'll be doing a good deed.

On the other hand, 

If you can meet our needs,

Like you know,

Love. Loyalty. Integrity. Respect.

Maybe we wouldn't feel so trapped,

But feel those very things instead. 

If you can't keep your focus, 

On who you're supposed to be loving

Then perhaps you are just lost. 

And shouldn't bring someone else into that,

Who is looking for true security. 

The Game

 It's so dumb. 

And I shouldn't still be in it. 

I thought I retired from it

Like 5 years ago.

But it turns out I'm still in it

And it's the most bullshit 

To ever exist in life. 

Why?

It's only proof that you haven't found the right one-- 

Because if they were,

You wouldn't still be stuck in this game

Of bullshit. 

I love myself,

And that is enough.

I just wish I was around others who loved themselves too. 

Because if they did,

They wouldn't still be in this bullshit game too. 

I just want out. And find my person,

Who gets it.