Influence

I had no idea,

How much of an influence I had on people.

Free & Clear

I have found clarity
That some people closest to me cannot be trusted
With my heart.
My intuition is always right.
Clear.

Free.
My downfall in this is that I am too loyal
But now I feel like I am back on the search

Free?

I think my clarity has now freed me.

Maturity

I have to remind myself
That when surrounded by immaturity
I must not fall backwards
Into that behavior as well.
I must remember,
That I am a growing adult
And that I am manifesting
My needs and desires of maturity
Through constistant acts
Of mature beingness
Regardless of my surroundings.

Crazy

Before you start letting people convince you that you are crazy,
Consider this first--

Perhaps you are just being surrounded by:

CRAZY FUCKING PEOPLE.

A Proper Love

Sometimes I wonder
If I am capable of a proper love.
I worry-- will I ever know how to do it right?

Sometimes I watch others in their displays of love
And wish I could do better.

But maybe there isn't just one way of doing it.
Not just one kind.
I just hope one day I will find
Those sincere, subtle and meaningful ways
To do it right.



Or perhaps..... am I just trying to love the wrong people?

Perhaps I just have to remember that--
Comparison is the thief of joy.